Already troubled mind

Last night, I noticed something was troubling my love. I asked her what was it but she said nothing was wrong. I had a feeling that something is troubling her but since she said nothing is, I left it at that.

Then we tried to play, I want to please her in every way so I told her to tell me what to do. But I noticed she wasn't in the mood. I just said, "it's ok" and packed up immediately. I was kinda pissed. Well, cause I'm doing a lot for her and she just doesn't want to tell me what is bothering her. I'm not complaining about doing a lot for Joy and expecting her to do something for me. She appreciating me is more than enough but I can sense that she is troubled and I want to help her. I want to clear her troubles and let her mind be in peace.

Joy, my only love.Pleas let me help you. I want you  to have peaceful nights and days. It hurts so much to see you troubled and I couldn't do anything to help you. At least let me know that you are being troubled and need some time to think about it. Please do not let me ask you and you lie to me and I feel like an idiot thinking that you are troubled and you need my help. I am always here for you. Whenever you  need me.

I am sorry  for annoying you and making you grumpy last night. It was wrong of me. Even it is clearly obvious that you are annoyed and not in the mood, I still persist. You are not in the fault, my love. I am. And I am truly sorry.

Sometimes, I really wonder what I ever did to deserve you.

I love you soo much, babe... I really do.