Our 2018 meet up is different among the other ones we've had. This meetup wasn't supposed to be in the first place: it wasn't a result of careful planning, but of a desperate attempt at reviving our relationship.
I appreciate your efforts and your resolve to save us. In all honesty, I was close to giving up and that will be in my conscience for as long as I live. I don't think I can forgive myself for putting you through such pain, but I will keep on making up for it however way I can and whatever makes you happy. If the time comes that you feel like walking away from us, I'll be there to go on for us just like you did until you find your way back again just like I did.
I love you so much and I know that I want you in my life more than anything or anyone.
Our meetup is also significantly different because of the events that happened around it. Lola died on your second day here and that dictated what we did during your stay. We experienced all the mundane things any regular couple would do in this circumstance. Your presence was a big comfort and I was happy that you could see lola and that she met you despite her condition. You're very patient and understanding and sweet. I'd like to thank you for everything that you do and who you are as a person.
Thank you so much, babycakes. Please know that I appreciate the wonderful person that you are. I'm going to take good care of you and do my best to keep your heart happy and your belly full. haha
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