Benedict Goh. I am not his close friend. I do not hang out with and all. But I do went rugby trainings with him and he is a nice guy. And a funny guy too. I usually break the ice by being all funny and gay. And I was being gay with him. It was kinda funny. During our trainings, I would always compliment Ben's ass and slap it later. He does have a nice, firm ass. Hahaha. Although I don't know him well, I do miss him. He is a good team player. A good hooker. Really good.

When I learnt of his passing, I was stunned. I was talking to Joy through Facebook when I came across this sad news. I came home from work and she understood my silence and just be there for me. Usually, I wouldn't want to be with anyone. That was before I met Joy. But Joy, she is really understanding. Her presence really means a lot. I apologise for spoiling the mood of the day, but she disagree and she understands. I was greatly moved by her understanding and I still am. I surely cannot ask for anyone better than Joy. She is truly perfect for me. She's defo something I would never lose.

Thank you, my love. Thank you so much. Your presence means a lot to me. Even though we didn't talk and just kept quiet, I would rather be with you than be alone. I love you, babe. I love you sooo muuch.

Rest in peace, hooker. You'll always be remembered.
P.S. send my regards to Elvis, MJ, my grandfather and  pretty
much everyone.