It was really nice. We slept together. Had breakfast together. And we lay on the bed together doing nothing. Just talking. Well, I was still in my thoughts of Ben, what his father said and my grandfather. Joy just be there for me and lay quietly with me.
I realise this is what I want with my girlfriend. The mutual understanding and know that being there is more than enough.. Of course, I don't want to cry so much. I wouldn't want to ruin our moment together now. She has her own worries and she told them to me last night. I know that she will be there for me through thick and thin and I would do the same for her. She certainly is something to fight for. She's more than worth it.
It is beautiful to have her. To spend time with her. Its really a privilege. I'm so lucky to have her. She's not just any girl. She's THE girl. She's the one. I know its almost 4 months if being with her but I just know that I want to spend the rest of my life with her. Whenever I get angry, I try to count from 10 to 1, thinking of her and listening to her voice. Before I reach 1, I'm already calm and relax. Yes, it sounds cheesy and as if I'm sweet talking but I truly mean it.
Waking up to mornings to see her sleeping peacefully beside me while the sun shines on her, its sooo beautiful. When I look into her eyes, I just get lost and its wonderful to be with her.
She is defo perfect for me. I know it. And so does she.
Be my wife, I think you're right that we should mate.....
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| Places as beautiful as this are not worth experiencing without you, my love. |
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