The truth is I'm really, really afraid of losing you. Right from the start, I was so scared everything will change in a heartbeat. Thinking about that makes me cry uncontrollably. I'm afraid that there is someone out there who understands you better, treats you better, thinks the way you do, more perfect for you in every way and she will sweep you off your feet and my part in your life will be over. Another truth is that I want to spend the rest of my life together with you. I want to take care of you, grow old with you, have a family with you. I can really imagine so clearly my life with you.
What I'm trying to say is that I need you now, tomorrow, the following months, the following years.
Love, I'm sorry for making you think that you might be making a mistake; for making you feel uncertain about us because of the way I think or see things. I want you to know despite that, I truly love you and care about you.
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