I can't stress this enough

We were talking. Well, she was smsing to her friend, Mitch, and I was just looking at her.

I don't know why and what, but when I saw my Joy this Friday, I was just amazed. By how beautiful she is. By everything she does. Late last night, her friend contacted her and needed her help and she was kinda pissed. She vented out some on me. I didn't mind. Really and honestly. I just wish I was there with her. After she came back, she apologised for doing so and I just don't mind. 

After a while, I just reflected on these 2 days. I am surprised that I am not mad at someone for venting out their anger on me. I actually feel happy that she did on me. I don't know how to explain. I just love her. I love her a lot and I really want to spend my whole life with her. I don't care if she vents out her anger on me. I know she would cool down and I will always be there to comfort and straight things out for her. Whatever she goes through, I want to be there for her and shelter her as much as I can. Support her all the way and never leave her side. 

I do miss my Joy when I book in, but the pain ease a bit and I miss her in a good way. And when I look back at all the (almost) 7 months, I just feel real confident that we can last forever. Sure, you might think that when life starts, the work, family, financial, house and etc. There will be lots of headaches and stress. But I just have a really strong feeling that I would be so much better and do so much better with her by my side forever. Us forever. 

And she is the most beautiful thing I ever set my eyes upon. I have seen nature beauty, I am the kind of person who likes nature beauty than art and etc, but Joy just made it all seem nothing. Her smile, her laughter, when she talks, thinks, yawns, frowns when making a video. I am surprised that a small thing as Tumblr led us to this and she is extremely beautiful. 

I would never cheat on her. Why should I when I have found THE ONE? When the opportunity rises, I will prove it. My friends are just playing around with girls and all. I just don't find the need to. I don't want to talk other girls. I don't want to know them. I am happy with my Joy. I just want her and she only. I can't stress this point enough. I WANT MY JOY. JUST US FOREVER. NO ONE ELSE. 

And my dear Joy, I love you. I love you so much. I love you dearly. And I can't stop falling in love with you...